Gorgeouse Brown Eyes

As I look into his gorgeouse brown eyes,
There's so much I see that I couldn't see
Before.
I see the cockiness,
The lack of love,
Has he never met
The Father above?
Sometimes I wonder
How it could be
If I didn't give up one him and he didn't
Give up on me.
But quickly that thought is shoved away,
Replaced by another, one that will stay.
Maybe it was all for the best,
I think I'll leave it up to God for the rest.
Something keeps tugging
On my heart, On my mind,
It's something that I want
Like a feeling I can't find.
I want to be accepted,
I want to feel at home,
I don't like this lost feeling
LIke I'm always alone.

Searching, searching, searching
For something I can't find
Losing, losing, losing
What was once already mine.
Searching in my heart and mind,
Not finding what I need,
Looking up to God
It's like all I do is plead.