I'm sick of life

The poem you'll read is not the real one. the original is in portuguese, but i have translated to English the best i could. i hope you like it.

If somebody likes me, I’m unaware of everything
And if all people hates me, is because I deserve
I am not pretty, much less I’m funny
When it is talked about boys, I am all embarrassed
I only wanted to be happy, but this already is forgotten
My life sucks, nothing of good happens
I have people hating me; I have people that make fun of me
Was thus the entire life, I’m already feeling nasty
Each day that passes, is hated me more
Each day that arrives, I hate more my parents
I’m already satiated of the life; I’m already satiated of everything
I’ve already tried many times, but in nothing I change
I’m still an idiot, and I’m still stupid
I am a failed attempt, this is all bullshit
For good of the society, I only think about committing suicide
For good of all, I had already to be deceased