Revival

** Hi, haven't written in about 4 months, or drawn, I feel Iv lost my inspiration, or just the energy to even bother, so sorry if the poem blows...**

I hear one little love song, and it all comes rite back,
All emotions overriding, from the love that I lack,
Tears flow more loudly, a sob starts to grow,
And soon after the crying, I hit the low.

The blade looks more tempting, it glistens with hope,
But I dont see, I'm hanging by my own rope,
Iv prepared my grave, at a cost of only blood,
A payment thats ongoing, and never good.

A rush of euphoria as the crimson seeps through,
And for a moment, I'm lost, no more thoughts of you,
I wonder when I'll wake from this horrific nightmare,
But I know that my soul will still be lost there.

No hope of full recovery, I'm damaged with flaws,
Scarred inside and out, and you are the cause,
Love is pointless, I'm worse than when I began,
Depressed and suicidal wasn't part of the plan.

If only your heart would take me back there,
I feel that my soul would be ripped from despair,
I pray for existence to be more than this pain,
I need you to know that you love me again!.