I told you how I felt

I told you how I felt
After all this time
Even in the past
You treated me like slime

But now you seem strange
You’re acting really nice
Are you just pretending
Have I paid the price

Did you say yes
So you could let me down gently
Did you really mean it
Or did you say it accidentally

After you ended it
In that dreaded txt
Should I still be there for you
What should I do next

Long after what’s been done
I cannot help but scream
Where you really there
Or was it all a dream