Why

What was i thinking
what was i doing
why was i drinking
why am i sitting here crying

how did we end
not anything was said
i wish i was dead
this heart wont mend

we don't talk anymore
you and your friends call me a wh**e
thanks you broke my door
now look who's sore

we dated for 5 years
I'm drowning in all these tears
maybe i should go drink some more beers
to forget about those 5 years

why did i care
why do i stare
why do i feel bare
why am i playing with my hair

why? bcz i miss you
i loved you
i cared for you
i cant stop thinking of you

you were my 1st love Brian
now i am slowly dying
you and all your lying
all u are doing is sighing