What If

What if i had never said it was over
What if i had put u first
What if i had treated u better
What if i had gave a damn
What if i would've been calm that day
What if i hadn't got so mad so easily
Would we still be together
Would we still have that love
Why did something so meant to be fall apart
I honestly in my heart feel were soul mates
I so badly regret what I've done
I gave up on us too quickly
And now because of me there is no us
I don't want anyone else but you
I've tryed going on without you
But your all i can think of
I'm so sorry for everything
I cant even ask for another chance
Your already in love again
While I'm down and out
Depressed
In tears every night
Having to cry myself to sleep
I wonder if you would even care
If u did know of all the pain i feel inside
I might as well not live at all
Cus you is what kept me alive then
I feel as if everyday isn't worth breathing cus your not apart of my life
I will always love you
That kinda love just doesn't leave
Damn, you were my everything
My whole world revolved around you
Why did i make that choice to let you go
That question runs through my head non stop
I'll never understand why i let someone as special as you just slip away
But what i will understand is why i loved you and why i will always love you.