Please, please

Please, please god i need your help,
there has to be a way,
i need there to be a way,
i feel so lost, i feel so......
he was my reason for waking up every morning and for breathing through the day,
my reason to smile, not to run away,
he was my every thought, my every dream
i need for him to be home with me
it all seems so empty now that he has left,
it all seems so worthless without him to share it with
he represents now, everything that hurts, everything that causes pain and suffering,
for no other has known such heart ache as this,
no other has breathed with such deep sorrow and unrest
my soul, forgot and dis guarded, once stood proud and strong, blissfully unaware,
sadly, i was wrong.