Sorry

I'm sorry for what I've done
But it all seemed like fun,
I'm in alot of trouble I can tell,
But nobody knew how I felt,
I know it's nobody's fault but mine,
But I wonder, will anyone be by my side?
I had a friend that I thought was always there,
But now I know he really didn't care!
He laughed & laughed as trouble came my way,
Then grinned in silence and had nothing to say!
I waited and waited hoping he'd stay,
Even though for what he did I had to pay.
But how can I keep all this anger inside,
And still for a friend show a love that can't hide.
And though what he did I forgive him for it all,
And when I get home he'll be the one to call!!!