Emotional Difficulties

I crash and burn
i cant take it
it's so hard
eyes get hazy
tears well up
swallow them down angrily
nobody knows me emotions
don't look into my eyes
and try to see what i've been hiding
i dont let it show
my head is ready to explode
don't talk to me
wont make things better
i laugh all i want on the outside
i still an empty on the inside
you don't know what its like
to have all this trapped inside
i've tried to release it
but it just gets worse
people interfere
none of your business
only one thing could help me
and its always so fake
just let me be lonely
just let me hide everything
away from the world