Pain, i hurt

This unseen pain that strives in me,
digs a hole in my heart,
knives stabbing me apart,
you crawled into my head,
left me for dead,
now i can't take this pain away,
it will stay forever in the darkest of gray,
give me back my mind!,I'm empty inside,
I'm alone with these memories that follow me everywhere i go,
the foot steps won't leave me alone,
it's taking control!
I'm falling in deeper in this hole,
It's hard to forget you are not there,
the kisses were there,and so fair
it's so hard to forget looking in your eyes
and seeing the smiles that made me shine,
Remembering the times that we spent,
hard to forget the hugs that meant,
You were the one to show me how,
to open up,when I'm down,
This horrid place seems better when you are around,
I'm lost without you i wish i could move on,
I keep telling myself to be strong,
I love you with all my heart,you took that apart,the sickness i cry,
it hurts so bad,..you left me dry and alone in this world and sad