Sorry

by simi   Aug 13, 2005


[dedicated to my baby]

I don't know what to say, don't know where to start
i want to tell you how i feel, tell you whats in my heart
I've never loved someone as much as i love you
and knowing that you cry, because of all the things i do
brings a pain i never thought existed, a pain thats so real
i don't understand why you still love me, how can you feel
the same as you always did, tell me your feelings are true
you call me sweet and gentle, and say I'll always love you
i expected you to hate me, curse at me and swear
i expected your love to be broken, for you not to care
so many girls are after you, like Natalia and Miki
they're sweet, and kind, they're two girls very pretty
but you rejected them for me, you're always by my side
baby really, i mean it, you're always on my mind
4 days straight we quarreled, argued and cried
Ive never been so hurt, all i wanted to do was hide
I'm sorry i disappointed you, I'm sorry i brought you pain
I'm sorry I'm a failure, I'm sorry you've got nothing to gain
i saw you crying for the first time, and my heart broke in two
Ive never wanted to die so much, my feelings wont subdue
you have no idea how much it hurt, more than it seems
i cried myself to sleep, i even cried in my dreams
i don't know what to do anymore, i don't know what to say
i just wanna curl up in a ball, and always stay that way
I'm crying as i write this, Ive been crying all day
i know i deserve this, for my actions i have to pay
i just want to say I'm sorry, for all the things Ive done
i hope you can still love me, still call me number one
I'll do anything for you baby, id give up the world
just so you love me, and call me your baby girl
so one more time I'm sorry, ill say it again and again
i love you baby, i really do, my baby gomen*

Written by Simona. S©
2005

* gomen is Japanese for sorry (gomennasai)

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