Bring Back October (Part 1)....maybe

It wasn’t meant to be like this
Your only 17 miles away
Wishing I would promise to say
It makes me happy to see you smile everyday

I’m so glad that your having your dreams
Come true, its not me
All I ever wanted was a promise
From you to me

I got what I wanted but the promise was broke
So I’m breaking apart from needing to know
Are you ever gonna hurt me again
Please tell me or I'll be forced to go

17 miles just to see you smile one last time
Or would you rather leave the past behind
For the time being I will be alone with know one
I hope your seeing the real side when I’m done

I promise to stay with you forever
But you have to be the girl I once knew
Please just tell me you remember
The girl who would get me by killing you

That dark night last October was you
It was just me and you deeply in love
What happened to us and why
Friends don’t make each other cry

I’m sure love was meant to be tough
But when people get hurt over and over
You feel like your dying without you
Bring back October
When the feelings were perfect
Bring back October
When the promises were kept
Bring back October
The love is for you
Bring back October
I’m sure you do......

This poem means alot to me. I wrote this from the heart. So if you would be kind enough please comment or rate it and tell me how it is. **thanks**