I Think I've Gone Crazy

Walking into school
Feeling all the glares
Walking into class
Seeing all the stares

It’s hard to completely explain
The feelings they make me feel
The sadness is so overwhelming
It doesn’t even seem real

I wake up each day
Wondering why I’m here
But each day I am disappointed
I’m held by my own pathetic fear

She’s suicidal they say
Me, I don’t think so
I don’t think I’ll ever take my own life
As much as I want to go

I feel sort of dazed
Walking through the day
I try to break the spell
But find that there is no way

I toss and turn in my sleep
Possessed by my dark thoughts
Over and over they play in my head
Until my brain rots

I see people
Yet I can’t hear what they say
I struggle to break free from my psychotic mind
If only I could find a way

I’ve been through so much it seems
That my memories are hazy
Can you please help me
I think I’ve gone crazy

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