NEED HELP

LOST NO ONE THERE WISH I COULD TALK A KNIFE AND END IT ALL RIGHT HERE LIFE IS GONE ONE ONE HERE ME ONE MY ONE NO ONE TO HOLD WISHING I HAD THAT ONE BUT ALL I HAVE IS A BIG STOMACH FROM THE ONE BOY THAT I THOUGHT CARE TOLD ME THAT HE WOULD BE HERE I FOUND OUT I WAS HAVING A KID AND HE LEFT AND HERE WHAT HE SAID I HATE YOU THAT WAS GOOD ASS MAYBE SOME DAY THIS CAN HAPPEN AGAIN LEST ME HERE ALL A LONE NO ONE TO HOLD ME NO ONE TO CARE WISH I HAD SOME ONE JUST TO SAY THIS WORDS I ONLY 16 AND I LOST WITH OUT WORD WISH I COULD WAKE UP FROM THIS VERY BAD DREAM BUT CANT IT REAL AND TISH IS HOW IT GOING TO BE WISH SOME ONE COULD JUST HOLD ME AGAIN AND TELL ME THAT IS GOING TO BE OK