Why da f*** is my life bits and pieces?
Can't understand why i'm losing my faith
I'm burning up inside, temperature tops da humidity
In the eyes of my loved ones, all they see is stupidity
Not knowin how I feel, what is life?
A sensational place? or cuttin yoself with a knife?
Everyday I sit in a cold, dark place
Wishin' i could take the outer life and replace
People see me and say what they see
Ain't never gonna understand what this life means to me
My soul is on fire, feelin' the heat
My head's pounding like Pharrell's new beat
I wish it were so simple to explain
Outta breath, my whole body's in pain
One-day imma show the world and my family
Pride, money, and all thatz expected of me
I'm the diamond in the sand, as slient as can be
Imma laugh in your face, when you come say sorry to me
F***in' bastards, took my mistakes as a game
Made me a laughing stock, completely ruin my name
My respect, trust is lost for good
Imma leave you one day, the way you thought I should
You'll never learn to love me, I'm not good enough
Comparin' me to b****z in Ivy League and stuff
F*** all 'em, what they got to do with me?
The only son that cares so much? And that's me
I won't put up with this shit or tolerate
Imma leave so fast, close the door on you and the gate
Pay you my life, years you spent raisin'
When I have my son, all he's gonna have me is praisin'
Imma bring him the way you couldn't do
Pushin' me away like imma dog, telling me to "shoo"
