Black Labels

I sit here today,

Thinking about my past.

On all the things I hate,

And how long my life will last.

Why do you people hate me?

Why must you be so mean?

Is this how you should treat me?

If not, that's what it seems.

I will not justify my feelings,

But I know I can.

You people keep provoking me,

This is why I ran.

You people disrespect me,

But you still don't realize.

What you say about me,

Stays in my inside.

I don't forget your face,

Or even your evil voice.

I could be mean when I see you,

But I don't choose that choice.

I still try to be nice to you,

But look at what you've done.

No longer will I be nice,

No longer will you have fun.

I hold this pills in my hand,

Thinking of all the things you've said.

Through all those moments you laughed at me,

My emotions bled.
I've suffered way to long,

Today it is the end.

you have no more chances to say sorry,

I will never be your friend.

I've taken all the pills,

I've taken away my life.

Why did you be so mean?

Now I'll never have a wife.

Your heart is filled hatred,

I have no more than an hour.

For my heart to loose control,

and my mind to loose my power.

I will no longer hear your evil voice,

Can't you see what you have done!?

You made me turn insane!

Is this what you call fun?

My poisoned heart turns afraid,

Some how I"m afraid to die.

But this can't be the answer,

No matter hard I try.

Good-bye to all you people,

who has caused me only but strife.

All because a couple of words,

Has ended another life