Why me

I should of listened to what they said.
for you were only another lie stuck in my head.
you took joy in killing every good memory.
what went so wrong why did you do this to me?
did you even know how much i adore?
how every breath you took made me want more?
how can i make you see, all these tears i have shed for you?
how long will it take to see how much you put me through?
is there any chance left, could we still be.
why us, why you, why me?