You will always

People think I’m strong. People think I’m strong for holding on to this love that I have for you. If I was really strong though, I would have let go a long time ago. But I’m weak. You make me that way. Your eyes, your smile, the way you hold me. I wish that I was strong. If I was strong then I could have let go and moved on a long time ago, and maybe I wouldn’t have had to go through the amount of pain that I have. But the truth is that I’m not strong, I am weak, and I have had to go through all the pain. I’ve gone through all that pain for you, because I love you. And although I’m not as faithful to you as I would like to be sometimes, even if we’re not together, you’ll always be my first choice, my number one. You’ll always be the one I want, the one I dream of and think about every day. You’re always going to be the one I feel I can’t live without.