Crazy thoughts of suicide are running through my head.
The thought that I could kill myself was the only thing you dread.
I tried to keep my promise that I would not cut no more.
But it all went down the drain and I thought about it more.
You had gotten really angry and my head began to hurt.
Your yelling and my crying that everybody heard.
My tears had kept on going and your yelling wouldn't stop.
I ran into the house and tried to lock it up.
I took out my old razor and kissed it for good luck.
I put it to my wrist and pushed it with all my might.
I pulled it down and I pushed it hard.
The blood began to rush like a waterfall it's clean.
I let it keep on bleeding as I ran to the kitchen.
I looked under the sink to find what I was looking for a bottle of poison.
I poured it slowly on my cut and screamed out in such pain.
I lied there till the death of dawn and slowly closed my eyes.
Good-bye to the world i once knew. Goodbye to forever you!
