Pandemonium orchid

In an hour or so from this night
i will believe you in hindsight
my pandemonium reprise
over and over inside my mind

I'm not omnipotent
you are my Friend
instead of feeling your love
I'm tasting your absence

my soul hollow and vapid
are you sure you need to leave
i cant believe this is happening
once again forgiveness to ethereal to achieve

i lost something very special to me
like everybody does in their life
but it feels like I'm the only one
that suffers for my heart tonight

its getting harder to describe and write
as my candle shortens to an unwelcoming light
its more difficult to remember you
and this scares me so much