Good Morning Mirror

Good morning mirror
how are you?
suffering from lack of sleep
i can see the black wrinkles under your eyes
your hair is horrible, your eyes are dull, and still you have lost no weight,
mirror, you are me,
which means i am all these things
i hate this reflection,
i hate these looks,
apparantly i hate me
I'm ugly, i really am
can anyone out there help me?
self esteem, HA, you make me laugh
THE CUP IS HALF EMPTY DAMMIT!
my self esteem is in the negatives, friends, yeah right, none of them are real friends!
i wished this mirror showed more than just scars
i wish for it to see more than appearance
it is this mirror that makes me cry
it is this mirror that makes me cut
it is this mirror that makes me want to die
i hate myself for letting my looks get so bad
i hate myself for always cutting
i hate myself for being negative
i hate myself for just really, being me
would anyone notice if i just one day died?
maybe that's my only choice
the other roads are just dead ends
it seems the only thing to do
just a rope, just a chair
that's all anyone expected of me
goodbye mirror...goodbye me

(C) Lucy Green