Goodbye

You look at me like I might break
But I already am,
The decision I must make
Is too tough to do alone.

Here I sit
Stare at my arm,
Inside my feelings are having a fit
While I take away my pain inside.

I can’t take it anymore
It’s all to much,
You will see me no more
Still you have your memories in your head.

Pain drips away with my blood
As the blade cuts deeper,
Emotions come in a flood
Then I realize I can’t leave you.

You don’t love me now
And it’s my entire fault,
When I say I love you it’s a vow
But to you I mean nothing.

There I stood
Razor in my hand,
It would be so much easier
To leave this land.

My parents are blind
No one sees my pain,
If they looked they would find
All my pain inside.

My two best friends see
They care,
But I need you to love me
Without that I am nothing.

Please remember me
Of my love for you,
Not the trail of blood I am to be
The sadness I once caused you is over.

I will leave you and my troubles behind
With a sweet but empty goodbye
Last thing on my mind
A kiss I will never receive.