A note to daddy

Dear Daddy,
You never seem to worry
never seemed to care
about your precious baby girl
I loved you dearly as can be
she just seemed to be
a little more important
than me
you just stopped loving
Only visited once every four months
you stopped calling
I'm wondering..
am i that much of a screw up?
if i am...daddy please
I'm sorry to be
your horrible baby girl
i tried to call...but you would never answer
it was only
because it was fathers day at my elemantary school
mommy called and finally
you said you would come
i believed you dear daddy
but you left me
waiting for you in the cold
it was raining that day
icecicles
now
people wonder why im such a screw up
i just tell people that i wasn't good enough for my precious daddy
i guess he wanted the best for me
im tryin to be
that little girl
that he once wanted me to be
i was once a bright young colorful girl
but now...
im just a depressed screw up
i hope you know.
I just want to be...
your little baby girl
Love,
Sarah

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