I want to die and leave all this behind. Life tough, tougher then me. I can't handle this anymore. Please just shut the door.
I've opened up again, just to let more pain in. Why can't I just be happy living peacefully? If you want to stay here, again please shut the door.
Please don't watch, I don't want to scar you anymore. Just hand me my knife and put your head to the floor. Shut your eyes and plug your ears, the screams you hear are just out of fear.
Tell my mom I loved her so. Tell my dad he was my hero. Tell my siblings to make life grand. Let your parents know what happened first hand...and to you my love I'll miss you the most, but don't cry over me, I am just a ghost.
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you, I guess I'll go now. One more cut and I'll hit the floor, try not to scream, just run for the door.
Call the cops and the hospital too, maybe they will save me from this pain...Most likely not...So please just kiss me goodbye and watch me die.
