Crystal tears seem to bring on the pain
more than it does when you
cut into your skin
the blood flowing is my tears
tears of blood
wave down my hand
down to the ground
i feel it now
the pain i was waiting for
its my release
it makes me feel free
but not enough to love
everyone wonders what brought it on
it was me myself
I brought it on
It makes me feel as if i have a soul
something to truly live for
but now as I've gotten older
I've noticed
that its just like a drug
and its slowly tearing up my insides
help is what i need
the shrink seems to be
a little on the insane side
so i now....just...seem to be...
free..
from me
