Mummy doesnt know

Ive been here before,
this darkness inside my head,
if only mummy saw,
how much i want to be dead.

i cry alone at night,
put on a fake smile,
my life just doesn't seem right,
wish i could disappear for a while,

..."whats going on Kate?"...
..."you don't seem yourself"...
"your acting very strangely"
"don't think this is good for your health"

mummy's so oblivious,
no idea whats going on,
don't know how much longer i can live with this,
my life just seems so wrong,

Ive been changing lately,
but i don't know why,
seems like everyone hates me,
just wish i would die,

mummy doesn't know me,
as much as she thought she did,
mummy doesn't know me,
I'm not just some little kid.