The Wavering Thoughts

Sometimes I ask myself
And think it twice ..
Was I wrong when I decided to leave you?
Will I pay the price?
Or is it the right choice that I should've taken?
And leave our long memories right there shaking?
It's just so confusing, I think I might try
to quietly forget you
and shall never cry
The memories we've shared, are precious, still
but I'm willing to leave them for the time to kill
You might ask me wanting to know the reasons why?
I'm avoiding your presence
I'm leaving you behind
You know the pain you've caused me is nothing but a wound
opened, hurting and easily bruised.
My agony might be silent but killing inside
it wants to shout out and no longer hides
and tell you my acquaintance I loved you once
but yesterday is gone, and so are you.