What I Think You Should Know

As the tears flow steady I think of what we had
I remember the good times and when they went bad.
I told you I’d never hurt you, but you let that be,
Everything was real, I told you what I felt inside of me.
You played me for a fool and kept me on the side
And when you paid attention to me, it was like you always had something to hide
You tell me that it’s my fault, and I chose for it to be this way
I’ve told you what I feel, and there’s noting more to say
I tend to pour my heart out just praying that you’ll care
But when I turn to talk to you, you were never even there
You were something that I wanted for forever and a day
But with the way you acted it slowly faded away
I longed for you throughout the times when things went really bad
I now look back and wonder about what we really had
If this was just some figment of my imagination
That all started from the moment that I gave into temptation
You said you always cared but for me you never showed
Showed me the feelings that I think that you really owed
You owed to show me that you really truly cared
But if I wanted to ask you, I always got scared
I was scared of the answers that were soon to be told
I kept waiting for you, for our future to unfold
But now I realize that you never really cared
I don’t care about anything not even the times that we shared
I guess I just wanted you, forgot all the consequences,
Didn’t care about anything, not even the expenses.
For me, you are now, just a person in the past,
You for me just a thing that I hoped would have last
So here it is, my final goodbye that I will leave to you
I hope that you are happy for all that you have put me through
I say goodbye not caring about your thoughts or what you feel
But I hope you now know that what I felt for you was real.
This wasn’t some game where I lied to keep you near. I told you the things that I thought that you should hear.
You say you felt the same of what I felt for you, but now I see what you told me you never played it through.
You wanted just one thing and would do anything just so, but now the time has come and really must let you go.
I’ll say goodbye but maybe not for long, just until you maybe realize what you did was wrong.
You broke my heart and made me cry, now its time to say goodbye
I loved you then and loved you still but the relationship were in is heading all downhill.
I’ll say hi to you in the halls, but nothing more or less, my heart really needs healing, its need a lot of rest.
I’m sorry its this way but there’s nothing I can do,
But smile and say I’m sorry, I truly loved you.