How can I exist without feeling?

by Anarchy-In-The-UK   Aug 20, 2005


A print of my thoughts
a print of my ways ..
a print of my mind
a print of my day ..
i see much that non see ...
jet light's lost to me ...
i see many end's ..
jet a beginning never close at hand ..

how can i exist whit out to feel ...
one cannot
one will not
one shall not ...
but feelings are many ..
feeling are hot ..
a Jedi or a sith ... how ...

a sith any day ..
my feeling is how i reaction to the world ..
my feeling are what i am ..
but i cage I'm up
i catch I'm before they fly ...
alway ...
or do i ...
explosions of rage, of hate and of passion ...
no i have no control ..
i just pretend ..

i just walk and hope i wont hurt none ..
i don't like been hurt
why hurt others ...
so much i see and jet not a thing ...
only shadows give me peace ..
only whit in am safe ..
only when i don't feel ... can my mind rest ...

so i walk the world sleeping ..
and sleep not at all ..
it ironic its tough ...
and jet its my life ...

a companion i have on my travels tough ...
one dressed in black ..
whit blade that scares most ...
his just like me ..
excepts i do have skin ..
but bones are all i see ..
flash and skin it rots away ...
the only eternal there is is spirit ..
is our feeling our mind ...
what walks in our brain ...

to end it all ...
i considered it much...
i could wright a book...
but i do it not ...
anyway who would read..

101 way to kill one self ...

no there no future in that ...
and jet its my past ...
so much pain so much sorry so much rage ...
so little love ... that i need ...
but caught up in shadows ...
wont lat none in ...
so many a feeling so many a sin ...

i cannot ...
i will not...
i shall not ..

and jet .. is there hope ...
and jet .. is there strength ...

well ... its seems hopeless ...
and jet i fight on ...
what drives me.. i cannot say ...
I'm lost .. and jet i know my way ...
come my friend lat us walk down this path ..
at the end you be waiting anyway ...
might as well join me as i walk the day ...

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