Fate?

Is this the end of our friendship?
I'm just confused
One minute your nice the next hate me
Yet you seem cwite amused
Maybe you don't hate me
But it feels as though you do
I'm unsure if you don't want to know me
or if you want our friendship to be through
You always ment a lot to me
I never thought this day would come
But it has and i'm trapped
In what i have become
My true colours were not shown that day
At least I hope that wasn't me
I was so nasty and inconsiderate
That is not who i want to be
I don't ask for forgiveness
I'm sure its a little late
But maybe again we\'ll meet and smile
perhaps our friendship is fate?
Although it wasn't just me
i will take the blame
I'm sorry for everything
Thiongs will never be the same=(