I always wondered... Could you ever love me?
Could I ever be the girl that you wanted, or loved?
For years I have watched you with other girls, seen the love that you have given to each one. And then I watch how you treat me. You treat me with care, and respect, but never with love. I am your friend, nothing more. Nothing less. I have loved you since the day I met you. I have tried to get you to notice me in a different perspective, to see me as a girl that you wanted to spend the rest of forever with. You are who i want to spend forever with. I love you forever and always. I will love you even while you will find the girl of your dreams and marry her, have kids, and spend the rest of your forever with her, while I'm in the shadows watching, wishing, loving.....
crying.
