Is This My Best Friend?

I used to be able to talk to her
my best friend I mean
lately it's like she's ignoring me
I just want to be seen

I think she has a new best friend
one way cooler than me
it seems no matter how bad I need to talk
maybe this fate was meant to be

does she talk bad about me
or did I do something wrong
I don't know why this is happening
I just feel so alone

so now I turn to my only friend
the shiny razor blade
I try to quit the cutting
but then there's nothing left to keep me sane

I guess I just miss her
she was or is my best friend
even though she treated me like dirt
I'm always there for her in the end