I'm sick of this disease growing inside of me i have to get rid of the emotional pain by replacing it with physical.
I reach for the razor with a trembling hand from the energy draining tears running down my face.
i bring the razor closer to my thigh slitting it and watching a puddle of my blood forming in the corner.
The tears stop and so does the pain. All I can feel now is the burning and wetness of my leg. All my fears and worries suddenly fly away in one split second.
