Have not forgot

My dear little Gabriel
I want you to know I never did forget
I just know you were an angel
Even though we never met

Mommy loves you
More than you know
There's not a thing I wouldn't do
Just to watch you grow

You may not be here
But just believe this
Mommy would hold you near
And complete your every wish

Daddy loves you
More than you know
There's not a thing he wouldn't do
Just to watch you grow

My dear if you could see
How unhappy I am
I just wanted you to be
I will do what I can

I just want you to know
What we are doing now
It's just what I wanted to show
I hope you can see how

Daddy is going to school
Just for you
He is no longer a fool
That he has pledged to do

Mommy will go back too
So when your brother comes along
We wont have to do what we did to you
And he can grow up strong

We have really learned our lesson
Now that you are not near
We will no longer be messing
So we can keep your brother here

Though Mommy wishes
She could have you both
I would give you all the kisses
And see you two grow

He would have a boy
To look up to
Someone to share his toys
My dear son that boy is you

You may not be here
But trust in me this
Your brother will feel you near
That is my one wish

Your secret wont be hid away
And you will have lived
Trust me to that day
For our future kids