I feel like a waste
Like one big joke
Like I have all this faith
But the world knows I have no hope
The world goes on while I cry
Any nobody notices
That I want to die
I stopped even caring about anything that happens
Or what anyone says too
The world has made me numb
Unsure of what I am anymore
Not even myself, an empty shell
Nothing seems worth having fun
I wish for release
For death
I wish every night
But cruelly God makes me live on
I live in the constant torture in my
mind and am bombarded with
questions whose answers I"m unable to find
Each problem pressing on me
Pushing my doubts away
I have decided to take this pain away
The world will go on without me
anyway
