BEHIND THE LAUGHTER AND SMILES

Laughing and smiling
what else can i do
but hide how i feel
about life and about you

my smile is my frown
i know it wont fail me
but once it all builds up inside
i burst and i go crazy

my laughter are my tears
it leaves no wrinkles on my face
it brings no tears on my pillows
but the sadness is all i embrace

a sparkle from my teeth
is a drop of my tear
and behind those smiles
all i hide are my sadness and fear

fear of one day losing it
and reveal the true me
the sad little girl
that everyone will see

but if you really knew me
and say im a close friend
you'd know my tears i'd hide
up to the day the world comes to an end