Behind the lies

I hide behind the lies as if its a shield .

i put on a fake smile but I'm dying inside .

thinking of how happy life should be or could be

i think if i die before i wake will i remember u and the love we shared.

will u cry?

behind the lies i hide but inside I'm dying .

behind this fake smile i put on my face .

i pace back and fourth thinking of my life behind the lies