Getting To The End

My life has hit rock bottom,
And my emotions just keep digging,
I've fallen of the boat,
And no one cares I'm sinking.

No one dares to save me,
Afraid I'll pull them in,
No one dares to help me,
Stop committing this sin.

To cut and feel the pain,
To cut a feel relief,
To cut for all these reason,
Proving god is but a thief.

He took everything away,
Love family and friendship,
And I'll commit the un-forgiven sin,
And no one can save me.

No one can take it away,
My one and only friend,
It gets me through the hardest times,
It'll get me to the end.

I wont kill myself,
To give god my life,
I'll do it to take it away,
I've no reason to think twice.

And so my one and only friend,
Will get me through the end.