My Happy Ending

Tearing at my skin
Trying to be perfect
That's all I want
But really I'm moving farther away from the person I want to be
When I look in the mirror
I can't even recognize the face in it
So cold, distant
The pain dances across the looking glass
Trapped, longing to escape
For a way out
I realize that this face belongs to me
And I long to get out of this life
Get out of the agony, suffering, torment
So just give me a gun
And I'll end it all.