So Close To Broken

I'm not broken, but you can see the cracks
In my smile, in my eyes
Ready to shatter into a million pieces.
Burst into flames
I've been holding on for so long
Ready to let go
Broken scars on my wrist
Always staring up at me
The lie I've been living all this time
Backfires as all the tears start to fall
As all the scars start to show
As I start to fall forever
I'm drowning
In the silence, all the tears
In my pool of misery
I'm not broken, but you can see the cracks.