Its You That I Cant Trust...

I thought that I could trust you
After everything you said
But I guess you didn’t mean it
Or maybe I just misread

I have told you almost everything
That has come into my life
All the things that bother me
And the things that cause me strife

You’ve never told a soul
Or at least that’s what I think
But I found that things can change
In just one single blink

I just cannot forget
The past that we once had
And something inside tells me
That trusting you is bad

But today you really hurt me
But this pain I didn’t show
I just smiled and laughed it off
So you may never know

I wish I could forget
The pain that you have caused
But I just cant control it
And the truth is no one does

So now ill keep on smiling
And telling you I'm fine
But on the inside I am dying
And I wish this life weren’t mine...

...yea this is just a venting poem to get everything out...
...vote and comment if you choose...