Die alone

This time is for real,
This time theres no deal,
To make with heaven or hell,
Because theres no need to dwell,

In the past,
I knew those happy thoughts wouldn't last,

This i really am crying,
And yes it does feel like I'm dying,
No i wont go back,
No i wont talk smack,

Ill tell the truth make it real,
Because my fate is sealed,
I the nature of death,
Will take my last breath,

All alone by no ones side,
There i will wait and hide,
Wait for the person who truly cares,
And i bet when it comes down to it no one will be there.