What is this enjoyment u get from cutting yourself
i'd like to know how it feels
i take the blade and bring it close to my arm
with one slash the cut is done
i c blood dripping all over the bathroom sink
i think to myself what did i do
instead of feeling some kind of relief all i feel is more pain
i c more blood then i expected to see
everything starts spinning
and den i hit the floor
i try to get up but i cant
i try to speak but it seems all i can do is weep
i lay motionless for quite sometime
i look up and find my mom looking down at me
next thing i know I'm getting lifted up and carried out of my house
i c lights, ambulance
i open my eyes and find myself in the hospital
i think to myself what did i do
what will happen to me
but be4 i can answer my question me cutting myself is what took my life away
