2 my Ex Best Friend Robert---Not how I fell anymore

Have you ever been so confused about your feelings
That you might go insane?
Have you ever loved somebody so much
But you just can’t tell them?
Have you ever thought of telling off your best friend
Because they are judging them, when they don’t know him?
Have you ever wanted to slap him
Because they just said the wrong thing to you at the wrong time?
Have you ever wanted to kiss them
Because their lips seem like heaven?
Have you ever thought of them at night
And just can’t sleep?
Have you ever loved someone so much
That you just cry, that maybe they don’t know how you feel?
Have you ever been so scared
That with just one phone call they might break your heart?
Have you ever felt when they say your name
Your floating on air?
Have you ever found the one
Who actually understands?
Have you ever closed your eyes
And felt like they were there?
Have you ever done something to your self
For them to get the point?
Have you ever reached out for them
But they just turn away?
Have you ever wanted them in your arms
But they refuse?
Have you ever wanted them so bad
That when they said you’re like my sister, you get very sad
Have you ever felt a love from a best friend
Who over night you realized you wanted them more?
Have you ever waited so many nights
Just for their phone call, but they never do? (which by the way I got today 8-6-05)
Have you waited so long for them to say that they care for you, they love you, and they would do anything for you
Deep inside my heart, I know they never will say it to you
Have you ever been so close to someone
That with just one look into their eyes they say that they do care for you, they do love you, that they would do anything for you
Have you ever
Have you ever felt that way, thought that way?
Because I don’t know if he knows
But I hope that Robert gets the point that I love him more than he knows…I hope he realizes that soon!