Ashamed.....

I'm ashamed of how i feel
ashamed that i cry at night
missing you every day
after ever parental fight
saying that i am strong
but breaking down so fast
trying to just be happy
but knowing nothing lasts
i know i said i miss you
but babe you have no idea
every day is hard to get through
so just stop all this right now
you know how hard i try
my days are hard to get through
and even harder without you
I'm trying to be strong
but i need you here with me
just never forget that
I love you.