I have to stay back

I wish I could live,
Like how I want to live,
But afraid to show my true feelings,
The bright side of me lacks,
I have to stay back.

When I'm in the back,
They wouldn't have to lie,
Worry about breaking,
Don't worry I won't break,
Cuz I already am.

If I didn't have feelings,
The world wouldn't know,
You won't even care,
If I lived or not
They've already forgot

But I am living as this moment goes on,
I am by the dark,
Nobody can see me,
I am never bright,
I'm not in their sight,
Cuz I have to stay back