Can You See My Tears

Can you see my tears,
With all my fears.
I wish things could of changed,
But i want to everyday.
I have nothing else to blame,
But the foolish stupid person i am.
Can you see my end,
I can see me dieing on my bed.
As I shed these tears.
I can only stare.
Ive lost you,
And everything i had to do.
Was nothing but worthless.
Can you see my happiness.
Its gone forever,
And lost in the shadows.
I cry my eyes out in my sleep,
my words are lost so deep.
I don't want to hurt myself,
I'm afraid to lose.
Ive learned something,
and i learned it from you,
cutting your self for someone doesn't solve anything.
its just hurts the people you love,
but tell me...who loves me..
why do they care.
you say i have no feelings,
i cant express myself,
i just feel so scared..
Ive lost the two loves of my life,
but i don't understand why,
i sure do want to die.
so don't ask me to not think of it.
an all i wanted was you to be mine.
as the blood is written in the line.

(this is true...i was so sad...and i
started to cut...an my ex talk to me with my friend.i miss my ex...so i wrote this for him...love u Doug always)