I love you, i love you not

I love you
I love you not
Its all so confusing
My emotions are tied in a knot

I must hate you
To stop loving you
I’m sorry this will hurt us both
But it’s what I must do

You see I’m sick of caring
Sick of the pain
I’m sure you feel the same
We’re both sick of this messed up game

I’m addicted to you
And I get jealous so much
But its only cause I care
And miss your warm touch

I know this hurts you too
You can’t control what you feel
But neither can I
Over time we shall heal

But now this must end
And I know it will hurt a lot
But I’m down to the last flower pedal
I love you, love you not…

--by josh