I'm freaking out
I can't control these feelings that lie inside
Digging a hole
Deeper and darker inside of me
The guilt you can't see
As I put my head into my hands
I wonder
Does every person have a number?
Do we all count?
I'm alone sitting in the corner of my room
Lying inside
Are all these feelings I can't hide
All my secrets
All my pain
Everyone seems to know
Are they watching me?
Are they looking at me right now?
Paranoid I am
Now on my bed
I lay wide awake
Thoughts are in my mind
The only place where I am safe
When will they come?
Is it me they're after?
All I can do is lay here an wait...
