She wonders.. "why am i still even here? no one cares for me, no not even [you] my dear...i try to express my love to you, but when someones says my name you ask them who?? You don't even notice me when I'm right in front of you your unawareness toward me is nothing new, to you my love, i don't even exist, in my dreams, we have already shared our first kiss, but thats just the thing it will only be a dream, but reality is even worse then it seems" she wonders "why am i still even here? no one cares for me, no not even [you] my dear"
